Lol, everything's fine.

Everything's settled.
Back in place.
Normal again.

Audi, made two new friends. LOL.

Gordon asked me that day.
Why I always never post very long on my blog.
The thing is, blogging gets kinda boring.

But, anyway, I'll try to post longer. But not now.

Its 1:31am.
I'm msn-ing, and waiting for her text.

3 questions, 1 for me, 2 for you.

Should I really give up this time?
I don't think I can.
Girl, I'd say, I won't leave, if you don't.

Do you really love me?
Cuz, its like on and off.
You're hot, and you're cold, you're yes, and you're no.

When you said forever, did you think there'd come a day when your feelings would fade?
Ask.

Don't ask me to cheer up, people. I'm sick of hearing that.
There's a hidden meaning somewhere in there.

Misunderstanding.

LOL . It was all a misunderstanding with babyyyyyy.
Now , its all cleared up. (;
So, I'm cheered up (;

Yesterday, 3rd Monthsary with JocelyneTwin, :D

Tomorrow, 5th month with babyyyyyy. (;
Going out with her on Tues, LOL.

Clearing your memory.

Just , get me outta your mind.
Forget all that we've ever done, forget that we're meant to be.
Everybody has goodbyes sometimes.
This is ours.

I don't really want to say goodbye,
I don't really want to leave you.
But now I have to go away,
Stay away from you forever.

What we had was something special,
Deep down from our hearts.
But now I have to go away,
And leave you from my heart.

Relationships are glass, leave it broken, else you'll get hurt trying to put it back together.

Why ,

Can someone please tell me why this is happening to me?
You, ignoring me.
I don't know what I did.
At least the other time, you told me, when you wanted a breakup. Now you want what, a silent break is it?
I'm not scolding you here, I just wanna find out the facts.
Can you just talk to me? Please?

It seems, my parents are turning against me as well.

What a failure, me.

Quiz.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Sarsi.
2. Last phone call: Candice.
3. Last text message: Candice.
4. Last song you listened to: The Maine - Into Your Arms.
5. Last time you cried: Do I have to tell you?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yeap.
7. Been cheated on: Yeap.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yeap.
9. Lost someone special: Of course.
10. Been depressed: Yeah.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red.
13. Black.
14. White.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yeap.
16. Fallen out of love: Yeah, :/
17. Laughed until you cried: Hahhaa, yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Think so.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Uh, idk.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yeah.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I never counted.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2.
24. Do you have any pets: Nope.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Uh, what do you think?
27. What time did you wake up today: 10 smth.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Thinking of someone.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Idk.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My freedom.
32. What are you listening to right now: Faber Drive - Tongue Tied.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing much.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook/blog.
36. Whats your real name: Darren Siah Joon Kiat.
37. Nicknames: Sia, prawn, rennie, etc.
38. Relationship Status: Attached.
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
40. Male or female?: Male.
41. Elementary?: Meridian Primary.
42. Middle School?: Catholic High.
43. High school/college?: I can't see the future.
44. Hair colour: Brown/black. Some people say orange. LOL.
45. Long or short: Long, compared to Dylan. Short, compared to girls.
46. Height: 162.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nah, not crush.
48: What do you like about yourself?: Uh, I don't know.
49. Piercings: None.
50. Tattoos: None.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Uh, yeah. P6.
53. First piercing: Nope.
54. First best friend: Yu Shan Herng.
55. First sport you joined: Swimming, I think.
56. First vacation: Malaysia.
58. First pair of trainers: Dunno.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope.
60. Drinking: Nope.
61. I'm about to: Type?
62. Listening to: Nothing.
63. Waiting on: Idk.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yeah.
65. Get Married?: Yeah.
66. Career?: How I know.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: I don't know.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms, my stomach is already nice.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble Maker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.
79. Sex on first date: NO !
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82. Been arrested: In my dreams.
83. Turned someone down: Yea.
84. Cried when someone died: Of course.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Which couple doesn't start as friends?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: I don't know.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: No?
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes.
92. Angels: Kinda.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Fuckyou.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Fuckyou, shutup.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : Idk.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: How'd you expect me to choose from 365 days.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Maybe.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yeah.

No mood.

Sorry readers.
I just don't feel like blogging.
E knows why , and she's comforting me. Thanks alot yeah? (;

One reason.
Had a bloody big fight with my mom just now, she really makes me cannot tahan her yknow. I shouted fuck , twice at her. Zzz, why must she be like that.
I bloody hate my life.

Come on. I needa disappear man, badly.

Zzz.

Fuck, am I bored.
Stuck at home with nothing to do, but watch tv, use com.

& Candice, I promised that I'll stop. (;

Played soccer with Justin , Shan and Esmond just now.
I just can't stop thinking of when we were in primary school.
Why did it have to end so fast , I ask.
And the answer? Its just part and parcel of life. Just accept it.

If I were Benitez.
-Sign David Silva straight away.
-Exchange Mascherano for Samuel Eto'o.
-Tell Ferguson go away , go sign someone else. Torres is staying.
-Sell Ryan Babel for a good price.
-Buy another holding midfielder to partner Alonso.
More tomorrow ! -Dream formation as well.

Half.

Half the holidays are gone.
Fuuck.
I dread going back to school , idw everything.

Baby, I needa see you badly, I miss you so.

I wanna hold you tight, and never let you go.

What's happening.?

Hmm, had fun ytd.
But damn lazy to elaborate.
I'm now like, well.
Yeah, I smoke nowadays.
Lol.
Idk why , is it just something to while the time away?
I'm not addicted, yeah. Lol.

Hmm.
Special Mention : Jocelyne twin , 3rd monthsary on the 20th ! :D
-LOL, she told me & ask me remember, heh.
Rachel , my baby cousin , birthday on 28th June !
- She's super cuteeeeee, ! :D
Babyyyy , 5th month on 22nd June ! :D
- I Love Youuuuuu . F&E&A somemore okay, don't playplay.

Oh, E, cheer up alright ! The guy's just blind to like C instead of you yeahs? & the guy , doesn't deserve your tears ! I know you love him and all that, but just wait. I waited for my sweetheart for 2 months know, INSPIRATIONAL STORY OKAY. :D Relax, and cheer up. (;
There'll be always someone who catches you when you fall, and cheer you up when you cry ! A person, who doesn't tell you anything, but deep down, he's madly in love with you. AHAHA. Think about that aye ! Think about who it could be instead of that guy.

See , this is the special guy ! :D !

Bored.

Bored like fxcking hell at home. Damnit.

Later maybe going Dommi's house. Lol.

I find myself not able to post long posts,

idk why.

But I still find myself asking,

Do you still think of me,

Like I think about you.

Do you still dream of me,

Cause I can't sleep without you.

Tell me if time should make a change,

Then why do I feel the same.

YOUR LOVE HAS GOT ME ADDICTED.

Addicted to Youtube recently.

SUPER BLOODY NICE , :D

Youtube vid.

Lack of interest.

Lazy post nowadays. I just don't feel like it.

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And I just have to wonder, why is life so cruel to me.

Life ain't easy, buddy.

Don't find out the hard way.