Focus on school.

No, we were never meant to be.

I was waiting for tomorrow, not anymore.

Damn, tomorrow have Home Econs practical. I haven't even bought the ingredients. LOL.

There's Science test tomorrow as well. ):

I needa do my freaking chinese letter! Kns.

I don't even know how to do a single thing on the Maths Revision WS.

Ah, my focus's gonna be on school and studying this few weeks. Double Science, I'm coming.

I've been watching music videos nowadays, realising I'd been only listening to the songs without watching the videos. LOL.

Video, rainbow.

Super nice song and video. (;

Our love's kinda like this rare upside down rainbow, circumzenithal arc its called. I had the chance, I didn't really cherish every moment I had. Suddenly, it disappeared and now its gone. I wouldn't be able to get that feeling back again. But the best part is, at least I remember some moments, many in fact. Hoping for another chance, wish I had another chance.

我有多希望我曾懂得珍惜。一切突然好像已太迟了。

I do, I don't.

What's wrong with me.

Someone tell me.

Its like, damn, I love you to the core, and then sometimes it just fades cause of you and what happens. Then after a while, it comes back again, the feeling.

Maybe I should forget all about this shit. That's what I tell myself everytime. But somehow, my feelings reign over my decision, and I can't do it.

Sometimes, I tell myself, you're not right for me. And I start thinking about other stuff. Then, my train of thought goes a whole big round back to you.

Damn it, do I, or do I not? That's the huge question. And I need its answer. Fast.

没有了你，我的生活可以继续下去吗？

Trying, but not succeeding.

Monday

Chinese oral sucked, seriously.

Had training after that.

Went t eat with Tim and Joel after training. Played taiti a while. Lol.

Went home, nobody was at home.

Lol. I'm bloody lazy to post.

Tomorrow have training again. Zzzz.

I wanna change my blogskin.

You say forever like whatever.

Sorry for not posting for so long. Just had some conflict. Yeah.

Monday.

Chinese period, then Malay period. Both slack period.

Then recess. Spent playing basketball.

Teachers' Day Celebration after that. Damn funny. Hahahaha.

Went back t class when it all ended, grabbed my bag, met Benjamin Loke, rushed to bus-stop, and went back to MPS. :D Ohgawd, I missed it like crap. Saw manymanymany people. Went to play soccer in the field I missed so much, eat the canteen food, even going back to the toilets. After a while. Went to WhiteSands with Anna, Denise, Qingyun, Costner, Yi Tian, Jing Zhi, Justin, Aaron, Ben, Daryln Too and some other person which name I don't wanna mention. Heh. Ate there, then talked talked talked. And Yitian began crapping and crapping. Yeah. Hahaha. Actually wanted to go to the beach, but since it was raining, we slacked at some town park. Kinda smaller version of a real park. Played soccer after that. Yeah, hope we can have another one real soon.

Tuesday.

Teachers' Day. Still got to go back school. -.- Wtf. Go back also do nothing much one, crazy chinese teacher. Was supposed to watch movie with Alex, Kaixiang, Matthew all, but cause of a fallout with Joshua, didn't go. I was just kidding, and he had some damned big reaction. Everything also must his way. Went to play basketball with Brendan, Wenxuan instead. After that me and Brendan went to his house. Played cards, and then Nicholas and Bryan Chong came. Lol. I think we played much more then we were supposed to do the proj. Hahaha.

Today.

Cab to school. English double period, most of the time I was off in another world. Boring like shit, the lesson. After that was music, slack laaa. Retarded presentation from Brendan's group. And Gordon and Leon was as usual getting everyone into fits. Recess, played basketball with KX a while, then went to canteen. Back to class, double chinese period. Slack like hell sia. Played taiti all the way. It seems no one can beat my streak of winning 4 games in a row, whoohoo. Hahaha. Contact time, spent painting the banner, finally finished. :D After school, had training. Met Bryan Koh after training. Went to Prime with him, Xavier and Yang Ming, buy bubble tea, eat otah. LOL. Damn nice k. :D Bused with Bryan.

Nope, letting go isn't easy at all. There's no gravity.